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I like meat. I eat a lot of meat to meet the requirements of my fitness- not obsessively, but I make sure to get at least some tilapia and chicken in for the day. I like organ meats; that is, heart, liver, etc etc. I like to think of my enemies, after all these years of earning proficiency in sadistic magick, as meat. I think of my enemies when eating meat, I think of them when I grind the knife through meat thats only partially dethawed, I think of them when I cook it. I'm convinced there is something to this wendigo myth.


I've been employing very simple on hand curses, since these pork sausages don't taste right to me, I've decided to use them experimentally in black magick instead. So far, I've seen 1 result overnight, the suicide of the best friend of a guy I know. Having seen this, I wonder what more is behind Ed Gein's Meat Curtains, and what sort of primalistic power is contained in the act of cutting a persons name into a serving of meat and than burying it. Generally I do this with a simple command, "Abaddon, bring about your wrath upon those I hate."




Have any of you employed similar methods?

If it looks like a duck, and quacks like a duck, and walk likes a duck its probably a duck. I've never had these full blown hallucination or communications happening. very strange things happen? yeah but we still live in the real world. It looks like a duck, quacks like a duck, and walks like a duck. A duck doesn't fly far from earth either.  Common sense should tell a reasonable occultist that most the occult world is BS filler and fluff made to create pocket cash. I'm 22 and coming into adulthood has made me realize, "hey, most this magick shit is for girls and manboys!". Sorry the older folks who masturbate to the Qablahblah for 40+ years will never get it.  After a few tries with psychedelics I realized how to "do" magick, and now ritual is just filler.  I noticed that psychedelics were never able to fully displace me from reality like it did the people around me. If magick is psychedelics than some people are just prone to weathering the basic reality before their eyes and creating phantasms.

Total immersion in gold and reefer smoke and pussy. We might designate an earthly money god as the sole creator of all these things.

To produce and magnify the only shit in life that keeps me sane.


I'm not cut for the 'spiritual' thing anymore. It became a waste of time.

The 4 pillars of life are Pussy, cashflow, lust and weed. I might add bodily fitness as another deity of mine. Tell me from a chaos magick perspective how these 4or 5 basic principals may be grouped according to my inclinations in autotheistic satanism.
I'm very bent on a paradigm of the self, going as far as to stay for practical purposes (a lot of schismatic power comes from this declaration) that there is nothing without or before the self. You are the center of all existence because you are perception of your own existence. Anything else doesn't matter when you're gone.
[/size]I suppose one might say this model might be used to find the keys and doors to this maze of your mind projected to the macrocosm (what would your mind be without the significance of the external world?). From a LaVeyan perspective a Satanist might paint a dante's inferno inspired artwork that shows the circles of hell according to his inclinations, this would ultimately be revered as a tapestry symbolically woven into the ideal flesh and blood derived from deeds, work and knowledge (perhaps this is the trinity). Books on my mind: Uncle Ramsey's Little Book of Demons Paradigmal Pirate Its my opinion that the most powerful of my sorceries, or at least the most emotionally involved and reverent involved the interpretation of matter and living and desire as the only 'spirituality'; I was convinced also that somehow in the working of the flesh and material world the demons exist here, in the (falsely labeled) 'impure' 'shell' of existence; that is, the natural world and life all around us. My magick is simple direct magick with at most a candle and cheap hoodoo botanica oils (I like those things...) , a bent to the psychological model of demonic entities (I see them more as currents than beings, at least this is my experience). Simple laveyan ritual, with a calling to the 4 quarters, and a meditation on the attributes, 'color' and name of the entity at hand as well as burning a petition with the written request.Meditation is a principal I also want to learn, this may turn into a pathworking instead of silence, to quiet the mind and therefore quiet the self. it would be attributed to the autotheistic side, NIHILISTIC extreme that there is nothing worthy of notice but the self in its silent, still, EXISTING material state. I've even thought of making a black-mass centric paradigm negating the existence of magick and spirituality. Theres a certain tapped power in believing nothing to exist outside of the self.