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Ive been slacking on my "child of mercury" podcast,  and I think it would keep me on the ball if we did a weekly round table streamed somewhere or if I could get together another person or two with experience editing video and we could change it from being my podcast to being a generalized esoteric discussions with relation guess speakers. We'll do an hour long timeline at first but if they run over they run over, so give yourself plenty of time to disconnect early if you need to.

The email I just set up for this: dkmupod@Safe-mail.net

==empath23==

Current DKMU project list. If you would like to head up/manage/ do something up, please comment below with your handle on the forum as well. This will hopefully become part of some monthly workings so we can do more as a group.

Evocation of ELLIS has been performed. Apparition appeared as the red robed 'Whore of Babylon", who I seem to see as being quite similar to this godform. This morning a spider appeared on my wall. I quickly swatted it, and regretted it immediately, considering it may be an omen by the great "spider queen" Ellis. Should have taken it outside and let it go :/
Anyways, good day, plan on continuing my work with the godforms.

If anyone has any questions about this please message me at 'empath twentythree' on facebook, or check out more on the blog posted initially. Since beginning this topic my experience with this magnificent plant ally has grown greatly. More information has been posted as well. I've also received a little recipe concerning the "witches flying ointment" and plan on producing it for the ritual proper very soon.

so, my question is: have you encountered any other female entities while using salvia? I know I have, and many others, she usually gives an unintelligible name, but says you can call her Sally. After my first encounter, I was usually saving her in dreams. which is odd thinking about it now, but one direction I have been pushed towards is that of healer... sorry for tangent, literally just thought of that .

I had an encounter with the Virgin Mary several years ago on a combined dissociative & salvia trip.

Excerpt from empath23.tumblr.com:
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I feel the need to mention this again before proceeding. This report is from my personal experience and should not be attempted by anyone. The risk of overdose is very real. Do not try this at home.

Dec 5. 2013

11:00pm - 25 Seeds are consumed.

11:38pm - Gentle stoning sensation, skin feels dry.

12:20am - Some minor chest pain. This condition, however, has been persistent over the last few weeks and I have been told by an RN that it is most likely muscle soreness rather than any cardiac issue.

12:48am - 15 more seeds ingested.

1:00am - Vision is very blurry, finding it extremely difficult to read. The drug has rendered me temporarily far-sighted.

1:45am - 15 more seeds ingested. Experiencing a great amount of euphoria at this point. Here the painkilling effects of scopolamine are present, and I feel a gentle warmth, somehow analogous to an opiate intoxication. Sense of bodily "abstraction", i.e. I feel somehow as though I am incorporeal.

2:30am - Feeling very nice. 10 more seeds.

3:06am - 10 more seeds ingested. Things at this point border on dysphoria. I believe I was correct in my assumption that there is a "sweet spot" somewhere in there, likely between the 30-50 seed range for this particular pod.

I take seroquel and pass out around 4:30am and experience a highly fulfilling sleep. Some dream intensity, but nothing out of the ordinary. As I open my eyes the light is passing through the cracks of my door, creating a beautiful halo. Vision is still slightly blurred but intact.

Dare I say that I feel good today? It almost seems taboo for anyone to actually enjoy this stuff from what I read, but I thoroughly enjoyed the experience! In fact, I have risen from sleep today feeling fresh and renewed! The only thing I did not like is that it became very difficult to read anything once the dose started to get higher. I think that the seroquel I take daily may be interfering with me experiencing any full blown delirium, which is a good thing. The only thing that seemed out of the ordinary last night was that I looked over at my bed, seeing the comforter shaped as though there were a person underneath. The delusion was not strong enough to dissuade me, and I brushed it off, knowing instantly that it was only the blanket and that my imagination had fabricated it.

Throughout the night there were minor visual distortions; small flashes of light flickering around my field of vision, and the corners of objects were "twitching" a bit. Nothing really that intense.

So far I have greatly enjoyed this plant ally. Coming up on it is very gentle and glides one into a dreamy state if intoxication. The body becomes uncoordinated, and I stumble a bit, all the while feeling as though I am floating through the air. It prompts me to wonder what kind of evolutionary development this sweet flower has gone through. I intend upon using this for evocation in the very near future.

I'd really love to hear other people's experiences with the nightshade. The ones on erowid are overwhelmingly negative, but I want to see some experiences from those who came upon it informed and ready for its visions.

Love is the law, love under will.

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I have since ceased the use of HBWR seeds. The physical discomfort started becoming too great for me to stand, and at the end i always ended up feeling so hyperactive that I didn't feel I had control of my body. I had become possessed on more than one instance by an external entity that I believe to be a psychic attack, but I cannot be certain. I still have the rest of them laying around, but I cannot for see myself using them at any time within the future.

That being said I am currently experimenting with several other novel members of the tryptamine family that may bear some positive benefit. What was good about LSA is the ability to still read and recite incantations without being impaired, while having the visionary advancement to visibly see the entity. I am looking to hopefully replicate that effect with a different substance, but we shall see.

Sorry to self advertise, but this is an excerpt I took from my blog (http://empath23.tumblr.com)

If you read my last blog post, you may be aware that I've been working with a sort of "Linking Sigil", which is the sign of an actual entity known in some occult circles as "Ellis". I had an interesting experience with this entity last night; it went something like this:

Took a few leaves of my favored lady (The diviners Sage), collected my demon-lookity-box (That's what I call my pyramid, ala Squidbillies), and drew the 'LS' sigil in black marker upon a white sheet of paper. I quietly entered the back yard, lit the candle, and proceeded to allow the Sage spirit to fill me.

I then called upon Ellis with a simple on the spot evocation.

The visions began shortly thereafter. I began to experience a vibration, and got caught in the beauty of the trees. As I entered a trance and continued gazing intently at them, the image of a woman, as though sketched on a landscape, became apparent.
I asked: "Who are you?"
To which she replied "Ellis".

The spirit continued to rise and fall upon the background of leaves until it began to fade. I closed down the ritual and continued on back inside.

I feel that after coming face to face with this entity my use of the Linking Sigil will obtain greater results.

When paying the gast station clerk with the quarter I had drawn the LS sigil upon yesterday, I thought to myself "Free drinks?". What do you know: I got 2 today already and haven't been charged for either *smirk*. Coincidence? Absolutely.

I find its too difficult to achieve continuous results from a technique like this without involving the use of symbols, or at least some form of ritual behind it; all the time's ive tried, the successes could easily have been written off as simple chance, as it was always about a 50/50 hit/miss. Your technique is not unlike the common practice of sigilization wherein one forgets the meaning of the sigil after firing. It also vaguely reminds me of that absolutely horrible movie: the secret (barf).

If anything you have successfully discovered a method for the reduction of anxieties, accepting the root of them by concentrating on the thing that is causing anxiety (such as the truck being late), and then allowing it to pass by trying to forget about it. I'd settle for that any day :D

That sounds like a great idea, very innovative! I think you'd have to experiment alot with it before you could come up with a system ov divination for it, however, it could
definitely be used for a sigil. For example, say you have an intent in mind, you light a few candles, call on your gods and whatnot, and then start the hexbug while focusing intently
upon your sigil, that could be the charging. You'd then take the sigil, make it look nice, and then fire it! Like a little random sigil producer.

I have been re-experimenting lately with the Ergine containing hbwr seeds. I've tried them probably 10 times in the past, and every time I ended up
nauseous and just generally not having a very good time. But, despite past failures, I decided to give it another shot. I've done it 3 times recently,
all three experiences were completely mind blowing. There is a good amount of nausea first he first hour and a half or so, accompanied by a drunken
sort of drowsiness. When the two hour mark hits, despite being very intoxicating for the first part of the experience, I go into hyperspeed. It gives
me an incredible amount of energy, and with that energy comes euphoria and hallucination. I've noticed that only very high doses really give the
amount of visuals to it that would be comparable to LSD, but the experience is actually quite similar to it (lsd).
Now, for those of you who don't know me from facebook, I've been working with this egregore that i've created, which is now being used
by a number of people. The general information and sigils can be found here: http://empath23.tumblr.com/post/56106304350/psinpermek
The ritual was not traditional by any means. An invocation was used, and then I layed down, and began writhing in ecstasy! It was like
being possessed by a loa, dancing and moving as though some demon were inside me, and then I knew her: Apophenia.
Next was the evocation. The spirit Psinpermek appeared vividly within a mirror, pulsating with energy, his face rippling in the darkness.
These seeds are great as an entheogenic vehicle, you wont be disappointed.
My dose was 20 seeds (which I do not recommend), the only reason I chose to dose so high is because I take an SSRI antidepressant,
which greatly diminishes the effect of psychedelic tryptamines. Someone who were not on such a drug should take only 8-14 of them (some reports
saying strong effects felt after 10).
Anyways, feedback is appreciated. I'm getting more of these little things today, and luckily i've obtained some raw leaf Salvia Divinorum,
i'll use that to potentiate the hallucinogenic effects of the lsa, and will report back in the near future.

My name is empath23, and i've found my way over here somehow through the Infinity Network.
I've been involved with the occult for 10 years and chaos magic around 7, i'm looking forward
to getting to know everyone and possibly doing some collaboration!