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Over the last few years, as I've learned more about tech and absorbed myself more into the world of earning money, my strangeness has faded quite a lot, but around every corner and in the night when I sleep at times, I still get faint glimpses of other realms, and I am thankful people like you are out there fighting this good fight. Fascism for me, isn't just an ideology, or a people, it's a cancer, and it can even get us to hate ourselves at times. As a person who has struggled to free my mind from the chains of Christianity, mental illness, and internalized homophobia my entire life, I recognize fascism not as a force outside myself, but as a Satan within, trying to slowly devour me from the inside.

For me, patience and compassion for the person driving slowly in front of me is anti-fascist action. For me, self love is anti-fascist action. For me, every expression of peace and creativity in the face of a world that just wants to wring us dry like some kind of commodity is anti-fascist action.

I hope you all well in the years to come. May the golden age dawn once and for all and warm these bones from this long winter's cold.

I am new to DKMU/A.A.O., but my journey into the occult has been long and more than somewhat neurotic. I was raise Lutheran, drifted into Laveyian Satanism/Egoism by 13 and had blown through that to full-blown atheism/Nihilism by my late teenage years. I wouldn't revisit the occult until my late 20s. A lot of this is fueled by dreaming/intense visions for me, so I'm not really the typical "magician" per se, but I'm trying to understand this metamorphosis better and to be somewhat earnest about it. I think if there's an opportunity here to see beyond the cloud of shit we mistake for a civilization, then I'm in. No further sales pitch needed.

Thank you for your wisdom. It's rare in my experience to find people who value disclosure and who eschew the pearls before swine attitude that is only so common in the hierarchies of this world, and I find that inspiring.