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#1
Chaos Magic & Beyond / Freedom.
March 21, 2016, 06:47:10 PM
As I promised ... my own creation concerning a real 'war against us', more subtle,  effective and organized than I first thought could be. No more comment to this from my side, just a servitor I created for viral purposes ... permanently annihilating all kinds of word-viruses and unwanted control by others. In my environment, its immediate impact and growth was enormous, so it's up to you to test it ... maybe it's just a regional thing I'm in here, but maybe my 'child' is able to help you, too. He feeds on the energy taken by the manipulations he annihilates, and the point below the sigil symbolizes your intent (what kind of manipulations you want to have destroyed). For my purposes, he works better without, to constantly roam around and erase all of them - just try and check out, I'm in a very 'special' situation here and thus not able to say how you may profit from him. In my experience up to now, he's ... strong.


His Name is a sigilized one, thus a bit complicated *g* ... but not that bad . It's Olátirvêch Udgèmpek B'x, the "ch" spoken like a cat's hiss and the end-"x" like "ksssssssssssssssss" (a snake-like sssss). His sigil is this one:





So long,
the weird German hanging around here  8) ;) .

#2
General Occultism / The Star of the Forgotten Ones
February 27, 2016, 06:20:17 PM
Promised to share a little of my self-approved knowledge with you ... so, here we go  :D . In my introduction I wrote that I've learnt to appreciate the value of the Forgotten Ones (Maat Magick); I've managed to work out a little ritual I do everytime before (and after) I practise operative Magick to effectively change reality in my environment, and decided to share this with you. The Symbol I use is the Unicursal Hexagram to be drawn above my chosen place of working (standing directly before the place where I will be seated), and I begin with vibrating three words out of Nema's "The Forgotten Ones"-Transmission: "HEAROUS ! MERASHOUM! KELATOFAS! The Black Flame Dances - hallowed be Her Name ! Through ..." and then I start to draw the star, beginning with the line from the left side to the upper peak of the Hexagram, the upper peak being Maat herself and the lower one No*. The short descriptions I wrote (in the order of their appearance during the drawing) are copied from the "Dictionary of the Forgotten Ones", but in my eyes the best way is to (carefully!) learn to know these beings your very own way. The more you learn to know about them by yourself, the more effective the concentration on their power and the vibrating of their names will be ... in the end, you should trust your inner guidance more than my words, so I tried to keep all instructions as minimal as possible ;) .

LOROO: the Wanderer, the veil, the mist of obscurity. Also known as the tenuous one, the space between stars, the ever-changing place of the in-between.


MAAT Herself as the Dancing Black Flame; the gate for the Forgotten Ones, from which they all come and to which they return. She is "under the Gods as the ground they can stand on; over the Gods, because she hasn't got any fixated nature; all around the Gods, for only she gives them their function and space to be; beyond the Gods, for she is the soul of all consciousness ...". Check Nema's channelled transmissions for more insight, I only managed to find the German translation in the net (by Jan Fries as a member of the 'Maat-Network'). I'll give you the link at the end of this posting, so you can do a translation yourself, if you like; when I find the time I translate it back to english myself and "edit" it in here ...

NEXHAGUS: A fire being, kindler of the suns. Uncontrolled change. Caprice and whim and unthought. The elder jester, the cruelty of laughter and its balm. He designed the minds of Man and may play the brother of Choronzon. The first and last mask of the dance. He dissents everyone. Invoke him often, lest ye take yourselves too seriously. Invoke him not, lest laughter fly thee to thy doom and death.

MEGOR-MARDUK: Mass and density and weight. The stuff of neutron stars. He pulls and draws into himself. He represents the gravity of the abyss, the dragger down of souls that weigh more than a feather. His final act equates to entropy. The guardian to test the Will, for Will alone can pass beyond his power. Invoke him seldom, then with exquisite care!

NO*: The urge to join, to become pure awareness. No* is the formation of stars. The beginning of the hunger and the end, the one who sets into motion the spinning of the wheel of evolution. The name that withdraws all into the Night of Time. The "*" at the end is a glottal stop, a sudden reflex of breathing-in abruptly stopping the sound of the 'O'. "Speak his name loud in repetition and he'll destroy everything except for pure awareness". I've tested it myself - and it definitely works ...


NAGRIKSHAMEESH: The unbridled one, pure force, the Berserker. He transcends himself, he transcends reason. Shiva and Mars. The lightning bolt. He needs no invocation, he dwells within you. Destroyer of all non-fitting vessels and everything untrue.


In my personal style I use the final "SH" to complete the star by returning back to LOROO as the beginning and final point, then sealing it by forcefully thrusting my hands towards the center and repeating the three words I began with. Afterwards I turn to sit at the chosen place and wait/meditate until I feel that it is done and I can start working.


That should be enough for you to start experimenting for yourself. If ya have any questions, ask me - I know my English is horrible sometimes. Tried to express myself as correct and clear as possible ... these things "came to me" as a means to protect myself from all the shit that bothered me since years, and perhaps it helps some of you, too. Feedback welcome !


I think I don't have to warn you that you should be carful with such kind of beings, but ... now I did  8) . I know, "we're all mad here", but anyway "mad" doesn't mean "stupid"  ;) . Especially when you are too much bothered with the Lovecraftian 'Great Old Ones', the Forgotten Ones can be very helpful. They saved me (more than once) from total "down and out". And showed me how to use much of the shit I was confronted with by others in a positive, constructive way for me and my 'way of life'.


But enough words for now  :P ... sometimes it's hard for me to stop ::) .

I'll add my german version of "The Forgotten Ones" as an attachment to this ... and as I said, when I find the time, I'll replace it by the re-translated English version.


Read Ya  :) !

Chayote.

P.S. Attachments don't work ...
#3
Member Introductions / From the other side ...
February 26, 2016, 06:45:19 PM
... just of the ocean, i meant  ;) .


Hi! I'm Sebastian ("Chayote"), 40 and from Hamburg (Germany) ... far away from the most of you, but actually the DKMU-way and philosophy has been the only one that made me think "THIS is something I comprehend ... this is me !". Don't understand why I didn't find you earlier, I'm stuck in Magick since the End of 1999, and since 2003 it started to fuck up my life completely ... but made it interesting as hell. Could have made it much easier when I had known you earlier ... *sigh* ... As I read about Trigag, it felt fuckin' familiar. And Doombringer saved my ass ... have him around me since then and he helps me to ... let's say "fuck some fucking fuckers who tried to fuck me" :P 8) . So, enough of the word "fuck" for today :D  Doombringer is the only one of the DKMU Godforms I'm in permanent contact with; he brought me 'back in shape' out of Chaos I couldn't cope with anymore ... together with Yog Sothoth and a loud sounding "LORFF"  :o , as a little hint to what bothered me for about 10 years or so. Ellis herself too is in growing contact to me since then (for she is a part of his presence, I suppose). Maat Magick has become another strong influence for me, but practically only the Forgotten Ones have proved to be valid for my path, and in its wholeness Maat Magick seems to be more the 'future thing' - my present now is Chaos, the other side of the coin ... and the one I love more  ;)  .


I think I'll stop writing here for now, else it becomes a novel or something ... I'll try to be here every day, for some (many) reasons I nearly totally boycott Facebook and prefer the classical 'forum-style'. So I'll try to bring some life back here with some insights into my personal Magick ... we'll see if this is interesting for you, I always was a solitary worker with my very own system ... but my instincts tell me: "we're compatible"  8) .


Hope my English is understandable, school's out for a looooong time  ::) . Any questions? Ask! ;)


Looking forward to join you here ... every day once when I'll find the time.


Chayote.