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I feel the need to mention this again before proceeding. This report is from my personal experience and should not be attempted by anyone. The risk of overdose is very real. Do not try this at home.

Dec 5. 2013

11:00pm - 25 Seeds are consumed.

11:38pm - Gentle stoning sensation, skin feels dry.

12:20am - Some minor chest pain. This condition, however, has been persistent over the last few weeks and I have been told by an RN that it is most likely muscle soreness rather than any cardiac issue.

12:48am - 15 more seeds ingested.

1:00am - Vision is very blurry, finding it extremely difficult to read. The drug has rendered me temporarily far-sighted.

1:45am - 15 more seeds ingested. Experiencing a great amount of euphoria at this point. Here the painkilling effects of scopolamine are present, and I feel a gentle warmth, somehow analogous to an opiate intoxication. Sense of bodily "abstraction", i.e. I feel somehow as though I am incorporeal.

2:30am - Feeling very nice. 10 more seeds.

3:06am - 10 more seeds ingested. Things at this point border on dysphoria. I believe I was correct in my assumption that there is a "sweet spot" somewhere in there, likely between the 30-50 seed range for this particular pod.

I take seroquel and pass out around 4:30am and experience a highly fulfilling sleep. Some dream intensity, but nothing out of the ordinary. As I open my eyes the light is passing through the cracks of my door, creating a beautiful halo. Vision is still slightly blurred but intact.

Dare I say that I feel good today? It almost seems taboo for anyone to actually enjoy this stuff from what I read, but I thoroughly enjoyed the experience! In fact, I have risen from sleep today feeling fresh and renewed! The only thing I did not like is that it became very difficult to read anything once the dose started to get higher. I think that the seroquel I take daily may be interfering with me experiencing any full blown delirium, which is a good thing. The only thing that seemed out of the ordinary last night was that I looked over at my bed, seeing the comforter shaped as though there were a person underneath. The delusion was not strong enough to dissuade me, and I brushed it off, knowing instantly that it was only the blanket and that my imagination had fabricated it.

Throughout the night there were minor visual distortions; small flashes of light flickering around my field of vision, and the corners of objects were "twitching" a bit. Nothing really that intense.

So far I have greatly enjoyed this plant ally. Coming up on it is very gentle and glides one into a dreamy state if intoxication. The body becomes uncoordinated, and I stumble a bit, all the while feeling as though I am floating through the air. It prompts me to wonder what kind of evolutionary development this sweet flower has gone through. I intend upon using this for evocation in the very near future.

I'd really love to hear other people's experiences with the nightshade. The ones on erowid are overwhelmingly negative, but I want to see some experiences from those who came upon it informed and ready for its visions.

Love is the law, love under will.

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Sorry to self advertise, but this is an excerpt I took from my blog (http://empath23.tumblr.com)

If you read my last blog post, you may be aware that I've been working with a sort of "Linking Sigil", which is the sign of an actual entity known in some occult circles as "Ellis". I had an interesting experience with this entity last night; it went something like this:

Took a few leaves of my favored lady (The diviners Sage), collected my demon-lookity-box (That's what I call my pyramid, ala Squidbillies), and drew the 'LS' sigil in black marker upon a white sheet of paper. I quietly entered the back yard, lit the candle, and proceeded to allow the Sage spirit to fill me.

I then called upon Ellis with a simple on the spot evocation.

The visions began shortly thereafter. I began to experience a vibration, and got caught in the beauty of the trees. As I entered a trance and continued gazing intently at them, the image of a woman, as though sketched on a landscape, became apparent.
I asked: "Who are you?"
To which she replied "Ellis".

The spirit continued to rise and fall upon the background of leaves until it began to fade. I closed down the ritual and continued on back inside.

I feel that after coming face to face with this entity my use of the Linking Sigil will obtain greater results.

When paying the gast station clerk with the quarter I had drawn the LS sigil upon yesterday, I thought to myself "Free drinks?". What do you know: I got 2 today already and haven't been charged for either *smirk*. Coincidence? Absolutely.

I have been re-experimenting lately with the Ergine containing hbwr seeds. I've tried them probably 10 times in the past, and every time I ended up
nauseous and just generally not having a very good time. But, despite past failures, I decided to give it another shot. I've done it 3 times recently,
all three experiences were completely mind blowing. There is a good amount of nausea first he first hour and a half or so, accompanied by a drunken
sort of drowsiness. When the two hour mark hits, despite being very intoxicating for the first part of the experience, I go into hyperspeed. It gives
me an incredible amount of energy, and with that energy comes euphoria and hallucination. I've noticed that only very high doses really give the
amount of visuals to it that would be comparable to LSD, but the experience is actually quite similar to it (lsd).
Now, for those of you who don't know me from facebook, I've been working with this egregore that i've created, which is now being used
by a number of people. The general information and sigils can be found here: http://empath23.tumblr.com/post/56106304350/psinpermek
The ritual was not traditional by any means. An invocation was used, and then I layed down, and began writhing in ecstasy! It was like
being possessed by a loa, dancing and moving as though some demon were inside me, and then I knew her: Apophenia.
Next was the evocation. The spirit Psinpermek appeared vividly within a mirror, pulsating with energy, his face rippling in the darkness.
These seeds are great as an entheogenic vehicle, you wont be disappointed.
My dose was 20 seeds (which I do not recommend), the only reason I chose to dose so high is because I take an SSRI antidepressant,
which greatly diminishes the effect of psychedelic tryptamines. Someone who were not on such a drug should take only 8-14 of them (some reports
saying strong effects felt after 10).
Anyways, feedback is appreciated. I'm getting more of these little things today, and luckily i've obtained some raw leaf Salvia Divinorum,
i'll use that to potentiate the hallucinogenic effects of the lsa, and will report back in the near future.

My name is empath23, and i've found my way over here somehow through the Infinity Network.
I've been involved with the occult for 10 years and chaos magic around 7, i'm looking forward
to getting to know everyone and possibly doing some collaboration!