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I am of curious of anyone's experience with the various species of psilocybe fungi.



I will recount my own techniques and experiences in this thread as they come.


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in my experience they are of a very strong intelligence, and are always seeking knowledge, and imparting understanding. They are viral, or perhaps symbiotic is a better word. There is a definite sense of magic about them, undoubtedly. As far as the godforms go, in my experience they are closest to Ellis and the assault on reality.

They are a powerful tool for working with the awareness of the energy body. My practices with martial arts have excelled since experimenting. There is a strong martial energy about them, refined awareness like a blade cutting through illusion. Peeling away the layers of reality one by one infront of your eyes.


During one particularly intense experience my vision or perception of everything I was physically seeing became "unified" I felt blind, even though I could see. the problem was I could not differentiate anything from another. i had no perception of floor from ceiling I guess you could say. this led to some serious vertigo and I ended up crawling as a result to a nearby chair. upon sitting in the chair, (it was a rocking type) I leaned back and felt the sensation of "take-off" much like in an airplane. I awoke in a cold sweat head to toe, breathing unevenly shallow and rapid. I was unsure if I had a seizure or what, I have no history of such. where I went, I do not know. Though I do know that there is a "planted memory" of the experience, in other words a false memory of waking up on an operating table with large insects above me doing the work on my brain.


I have always had a definite feeling of the mushroom spirits/ intelligences being benevolent and very, very close to this reality. Also, a definite feeling of them doing work on my brain, I have had an experience where I was dreaming on mushrooms and I had a very real sensation of them traveling from my stomach to my brain and then spores germinating and taking root, growing in my brain.

I'm a bit younger than you but can definitely relate to this feeling. Especially in regards to occult communities failing, several of them. I think what is happening is that the old ideas are dying as new ones are being born. the interaction and magic of the internet is changing, and not always for the better.


maybe The computer is becoming less of the portal to the internet, while the phone is coming in to take it's place.  and with that there is an entirely different approach and energy from mobile devices, with people on the go and not really browsing the net, but plugging into apps. They are more likely to download an astrology app than to actually learn astrology, for example. which is better than nothing I guess, it's a start.


That being said, not all apps are bad. and many of them have an open enough platform, like Instagram, that people can connect, share, learn, market, etc. I think the magical online community just needs a better platform, and honestly DKMU has more of this than anyone else in my opinion despite being a humble website and a crazy fb group. It's better than a stale website limited by forum categories and dead chats full of grumpy old members who have nothing more to talk about.


Thanks for the post and nice to meet you.